I've Been Given All I Need

All I ever wanted, all I ever needed. I the things that I've hoped and all the things I've prayed for. Could not put a candle to what I've been given, I've been given what I need.
A mansion on a hill or love like in the movies, perfect little lives when no one has a problem, instead of all the things I thought I really wanted, I've been given what I need.
Even when I didn't understand. When I thought you had no heart, thank you for rejecting my commands and always giving me the better part.
All I ever wanted, all I ever needed, I've been given what I need.
-Micheal McLean-

I have been struggling with Patience. I really would like to get our condo to sell so we can buy a house. Since we put it up for sale in March we have only had about 10 people see our place with no offers and no one has come to see it in a month and a half. I am excited for what a move would mean for my family especially my children and I am anxious to get our condo to sell.
Also, we have felt that we should invite another spirit into our home. We have been actively trying since Oct with no success. I get put on medication that has made me gain lots of weight, and I have been through more processes with the doctor then I ever have been before (ultra sounds and hormone shots). I see those around me who are having babies and even though I am happy for all of them, I am sad for the one we are struggling to get here. Some people will tell me that I should be happy that I have 3 beautiful children and I am. They are such a wonderful blessing in my life, and I could not imagine my life without their beautiful smiles and faces, their happy spirits. I just want to be able to have the baby that is suppose to be in our family.
But, even though I am struggling with these two things that seem major in my life. I am grateful that we have a home that we can be a family in. That we are safe, a that love fills the air in our home. You can hear the laughter and the giggles from the children as the play and their excitement for a achievement. I have learned since having Joshua, that I am not suppose to be able to get pregnant and because of that, I have learned that the are a miracle from heaven and that Heavenly Father made it possible for them to be here. I love my children very much. I remember the time in my life when they were not in it, but I can't imagine my life without them now.
I know that there will be a day when we will sell our condo and move into a house with a fenced yard, I know that their will be another baby in our home, and someday my weight will be what is called "normal", but I am working on being healthy inside. I just got to practice patience.